So I texted my then best friend whom I purportly call ex-bestie. Even after swearing never to have a real conversation with her, I texted her.. well I wouldn’t have texted her if she didn’t text “Hey, I know it’s been long, I know things went wrong and we’re not that close anymore, but I’m really glad we’re still in touch”.
So I decided to tell her what actually I felt went wrong and what I ve been through. We never had a proper conversation for 7 years and today we spoke our hearts out. Strangely, I could feel my old friend over there it felt calm… Relieved.
I honestly don’t know if I ve done something wrong or right ever, once done it’s done, it’s not even worth repentance.
It’s one life , one chance , on go. If you can’t make it now, you can never make it the way it would be if you do it now.