It has to start somewhere

1 min


0

It wasn’t long ago when I would do nothing and fear for something that would not happen, because geez I wouldn’t even attempt to do it. Things would often end up that way, I’d feel empty, but then why? I had been doing the safest thing.. not taking the risk, then why does it mess me up so much?

I would be scared as to ‘what if people hate me? And what if they I end up hurting them?’ and in all these chaos I would just forget that I end up hurting me the most. I would put heavier borders around me and that I knew that I m the biggest constraint of my own life.

So I decided, wheather good or bad let’s try getting out of the zone, let’s try to be something I was never before. So I did something  which the old me would probably not, you know as I would call myself a jinx and try put myself locked from doing anything that would be a hindrance to my old rules which by the way I made for myself.

 So then I started having fun, well probably not on the score of others but yes I did. And its a different thing that in the process I might have hurt few people, which I think is pretty obvious but did pleasing them give me anything on the contrary.

Did letting me hurt myself or confining me from thing I wanted to do so badly or things I wanted to try in my life do any good to me. I didn’t want to live a life that I would regret tomorrow afterall.

For me it started here, the day when I decided to let go of my own boundaries, what about you?


Like it? Share with your friends!

0

What's Your Reaction?

hate hate
0
hate
confused confused
0
confused
fail fail
0
fail
fun fun
0
fun
geeky geeky
0
geeky
love love
0
love
lol lol
0
lol
omg omg
0
omg
win win
0
win
Broken_Love

Legend

0 Comments

Choose A Format
Personality quiz
Series of questions that intends to reveal something about the personality
Trivia quiz
Series of questions with right and wrong answers that intends to check knowledge
Poll
Voting to make decisions or determine opinions
Story
Formatted Text with Embeds and Visuals
List
The Classic Internet Listicles
Countdown
The Classic Internet Countdowns
Open List
Submit your own item and vote up for the best submission
Ranked List
Upvote or downvote to decide the best list item
Meme
Upload your own images to make custom memes
Video
Youtube and Vimeo Embeds
Audio
Soundcloud or Mixcloud Embeds
Image
Photo or GIF
Gif
GIF format